2018 was a dramatic year.. January started off decently, we gave a lovely surprise to bhai and bhabhi on their first anniversary in Feb. I was waiting to spend time with mom and papa I March but spoiled my vacation plans and shook me to the core during the phase of Cherith's accident and recovery which took over April and May. We got back on track again in June and there were a couple of short trips and occasions where we got good family time together in September and November..
December was when the wedding of my sweetheart niece happened. As she walked towards her companion for life, I went through and inexplicable roller coaster ride of emotions. The visions of both of us in our childhoods screened in front of my eyes. Our play, our fights, our pranks, silly jokes, plans for the future and a bag of golden memories...
The moment I saw Piyu posing with Ronakji and his love for her, tears rolled down my eyes.. "My little girl has come a long way and will now be the queen of someone's heart" I was immensely happy and so grateful to god for I got to witness that day so closely...
Also in December, mom in law was going for the much awaited pilgrimage tour and we wished she would have a great time with her siblings and a lot of good memories to come back with. Now again I was awaiting spending time with mom, papa, sany, bhavna di, bro, bhabhi and most of all perry during Christmas...
This time I got to go. Good family time, some interesting lunching sessions, a nice evening just for laughs, some crazy moments at home it was all good.. Cherith got to play outside and also be with his baby brother. I finally got noticed by baby Perry and I also nicknamed him.. It looked like the perfect vacation before my week's stay turned dramatically filmi.
I was thrown back to the past and there was salt sprinkled on some sour memories but I felt unbeaten and unmoved by them and that moment I realized it did not matter at all.. I am so happy for what I have and there's nothing I could have asked for.. I grew up a little more...
31st seemed to be the most chaotic day in my head. Hubby planned a surprise for the new year and I not only spoiled his plans but also upset him by doing something he did not want me to. Though I promised to make up to him, while getting back home the next day, I was prepared for a flared up argument and was skeptical if the year would start happy this time...
The moment we set eyes on each other, the previous day simply vanished. All his worry, complains, the anger, the spoiled mood was blown away... Our eyes screamed "Nothing can ever come in between us". We were much more in love, much more together and much more happy to be each other's...
It turned out to be a rather surprisingly great day and I was happy that hubby lets me be who I am, lets me take my decisions despite his concern that never wants me to be hurt in any way.. I deeply adore the fact that he doesn't let me be dependent on anyone apart from myself.
All in all, it was a year that was fun, traumatic, hopeful, joyful, emotional, introspecting and full of love...
I still have a small wish-list for the year...
Wish we make a difference where ever possible..
Wish we spread smiles that rebound and come back to us..
Wish all those with bad health a very speedy recovery.
Wish we become less parents and more friends.
Wish we have a little spice and lot of adventurous rides...
Happy New Year...
Cheers!!
God Bless!!
CHS
December was when the wedding of my sweetheart niece happened. As she walked towards her companion for life, I went through and inexplicable roller coaster ride of emotions. The visions of both of us in our childhoods screened in front of my eyes. Our play, our fights, our pranks, silly jokes, plans for the future and a bag of golden memories...
The moment I saw Piyu posing with Ronakji and his love for her, tears rolled down my eyes.. "My little girl has come a long way and will now be the queen of someone's heart" I was immensely happy and so grateful to god for I got to witness that day so closely...
Also in December, mom in law was going for the much awaited pilgrimage tour and we wished she would have a great time with her siblings and a lot of good memories to come back with. Now again I was awaiting spending time with mom, papa, sany, bhavna di, bro, bhabhi and most of all perry during Christmas...
This time I got to go. Good family time, some interesting lunching sessions, a nice evening just for laughs, some crazy moments at home it was all good.. Cherith got to play outside and also be with his baby brother. I finally got noticed by baby Perry and I also nicknamed him.. It looked like the perfect vacation before my week's stay turned dramatically filmi.
I was thrown back to the past and there was salt sprinkled on some sour memories but I felt unbeaten and unmoved by them and that moment I realized it did not matter at all.. I am so happy for what I have and there's nothing I could have asked for.. I grew up a little more...
31st seemed to be the most chaotic day in my head. Hubby planned a surprise for the new year and I not only spoiled his plans but also upset him by doing something he did not want me to. Though I promised to make up to him, while getting back home the next day, I was prepared for a flared up argument and was skeptical if the year would start happy this time...
The moment we set eyes on each other, the previous day simply vanished. All his worry, complains, the anger, the spoiled mood was blown away... Our eyes screamed "Nothing can ever come in between us". We were much more in love, much more together and much more happy to be each other's...
It turned out to be a rather surprisingly great day and I was happy that hubby lets me be who I am, lets me take my decisions despite his concern that never wants me to be hurt in any way.. I deeply adore the fact that he doesn't let me be dependent on anyone apart from myself.
All in all, it was a year that was fun, traumatic, hopeful, joyful, emotional, introspecting and full of love...
I still have a small wish-list for the year...
Wish we make a difference where ever possible..
Wish we spread smiles that rebound and come back to us..
Wish all those with bad health a very speedy recovery.
Wish we become less parents and more friends.
Wish we have a little spice and lot of adventurous rides...
Happy New Year...
Cheers!!
God Bless!!
CHS
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