I have just been a victim to a painful experience in the last week. A small lump turned infectious and the paining thing landed me up at the table of a doctor who was keen on separating it from me come what may!
Even after a shot of anesthesia, the blade gave an immense trauma and I screamed. Those were the loudest screeches that came out of me for the first time in my life. I was being comforted by Hubby who was right beside me, holding my hand, watching the doctor do his quick mini surgery. He continuously said, its over, almost cleared and that was assuring. But the pain came back the very moment I felt the blade pricking deeper in the back of my neck as the root was being attacked and extracted.
The nurses there spoke to each other asking how I gave birth to Cherith. Hubby said it was by surgery and the senior one exclaimed "Ah! that's why she doesn't know pain". I was furious at that time but kept shouting "Stop it! I cant take it any more. Please just don't" I felt I would faint any moment. Well it was over in about fifteen minutes but the pain I went through unimaginable.
After I came home and was relieved of the lump bothering me since months, I was amazed. That was some pain I thought I could never take. Yes, I shouted and troubled the doctor, entertained the nurses and scared a few patients away but I was startled at the strength that seemed to have come from some hidden bank. Like a secret source that was within me and I did not know.
I thought about all the people I know and the extra ordinary things done by each one of them and realized all of us have this secret source hidden deep within us. A treasure of patience, tolerence, perseverance, power and many such qualities that we think never existed in us. They don't show up on the ordinary days but when the need arises, they spring up and astonish us. We go beyond what we can gather and outperform ourselves unbelievably.
Usually we have boundaries set for ourselves, the ones that define us, the ones that we do not show others but know deep inside that this is the limit. Once that limit is reached we either give in or give up. But the creation of God is nothing but ineffable. God has put in such powers into us that we don't know. Wonder how sometimes some miraculous zeal makes us do marvelous things? Its not magic, that energy, that vigour has been in there since our being, but did we ever notice?
We all have uncommon talents, qualities and capabilities but are also blessed with this unrevealed abundant spirit that can prove prolific in the most testing times. So the next time you think this is the end of your tolerance, you can not go any further with a task or this is the limit of your performance, check the interiors for that special energy and Unleash it!
Cheers!!
God bless!
CHS.
Even after a shot of anesthesia, the blade gave an immense trauma and I screamed. Those were the loudest screeches that came out of me for the first time in my life. I was being comforted by Hubby who was right beside me, holding my hand, watching the doctor do his quick mini surgery. He continuously said, its over, almost cleared and that was assuring. But the pain came back the very moment I felt the blade pricking deeper in the back of my neck as the root was being attacked and extracted.
The nurses there spoke to each other asking how I gave birth to Cherith. Hubby said it was by surgery and the senior one exclaimed "Ah! that's why she doesn't know pain". I was furious at that time but kept shouting "Stop it! I cant take it any more. Please just don't" I felt I would faint any moment. Well it was over in about fifteen minutes but the pain I went through unimaginable.
After I came home and was relieved of the lump bothering me since months, I was amazed. That was some pain I thought I could never take. Yes, I shouted and troubled the doctor, entertained the nurses and scared a few patients away but I was startled at the strength that seemed to have come from some hidden bank. Like a secret source that was within me and I did not know.
I thought about all the people I know and the extra ordinary things done by each one of them and realized all of us have this secret source hidden deep within us. A treasure of patience, tolerence, perseverance, power and many such qualities that we think never existed in us. They don't show up on the ordinary days but when the need arises, they spring up and astonish us. We go beyond what we can gather and outperform ourselves unbelievably.
Usually we have boundaries set for ourselves, the ones that define us, the ones that we do not show others but know deep inside that this is the limit. Once that limit is reached we either give in or give up. But the creation of God is nothing but ineffable. God has put in such powers into us that we don't know. Wonder how sometimes some miraculous zeal makes us do marvelous things? Its not magic, that energy, that vigour has been in there since our being, but did we ever notice?
We all have uncommon talents, qualities and capabilities but are also blessed with this unrevealed abundant spirit that can prove prolific in the most testing times. So the next time you think this is the end of your tolerance, you can not go any further with a task or this is the limit of your performance, check the interiors for that special energy and Unleash it!
Cheers!!
God bless!
CHS.
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